ABNORMAL... 

I have a problem. My menses wouldn't stop. Today marks the 15th day of non-stop flowing and its like a 6-rated waterfall. It really unnerves me, and as a result my mood swings back and forth, pissing myself off at most times. I hate to wear panties with thick pads covering my private part, and I have been tolerating it for the past two weeks! Every morning when I open my lingerie drawer, I would touch my thongs with a longing look. Shucks. I ought to solve this irritating problem soon.

SO.. I consulted the campus docter just a moment ago. She couldn't determine any factors that cause the prolonged period of my menses flow, after questioning me twice whether I'm taking any medication - not without a "i-know-u-lied" look. YES, I am not under any medication and I'm not under severe dieting! In the end, she dismissed me off with some hormones pills to stop the flow. Just like that. All done within five minutes. My week-old irritation has just been brushed off by a doc who gave me a "no-reason-given,-dunno-why" attitude. Duh.
Not willing to give up, I text my sister (she's in oz as a registered nurse) about it. Apparently she has more information at hand! Possible factors that may cause such a symptom could be due to extreme stress, change in menstrual cycle or.. a cyst.
As for the pills given to me by the clinic, have side effects. DAMNIT, that doc assured me repeatedly (with impatience) there wont be any at all! According to sis, I might experience nausea, headache, mood swings and weight gain/loss. Oh, and definitely my menstrual cycle will change drastically. Damn damn damn! I can handle all these except weight gain! ARGH! Why is it happening to me?!! And what if its a cyst...... oh gawd!!!!

To be frank, in most times of my life I dun really have much stress. Not till to the point when my hormones are affected like now. I do have some current issues in my mind that need to be chewed on but I doubt they affect my female cycle. Right now, I have to consider a business venture, an insurance policy (that costs more than my budget allows), a possibility to obtain an Oz PR status and my relationship with Cliff. I would prefer to blame my hormones for the last issue. Cliff and I have not been on talking terms since last week. We quarrelled about the Oz PR and it led to many other things. Breakup was mentioned and things aren't looking good. Neither one of us are yielding and each maintains an obstinate stance to their own opinions. What a wreck.

Whatever it is, I hope to get my life back on track...if the damned hormones respond well to the medication (w/o gaining my weight pls!!!).

Things always happen for a reason. And I'm crossing my fingers every night to hope for a better tomorrow.

 
by the way, i managed to obtain some useful information on erratic menstral problems here: http://www.ourgyn.com/article_retrieve_printer.php?articleid=33 (it's quite useful!)