Monday, June 06, 2005

BLEAK

It's been a month since I started my life in KL.
Frankly, I hate it here.

Pollution, bad traffic, rude people, stupid colleagues.. sum everything up.
And what's worse? I have no friends.

There are a lot of things I observed and witnessed and I dun like what I had seen.

I feel lonely; friends are not MY friends. They refer me as Clifford's girlfriend.

There's a part of me being hidden and that, is the real me.
Life over here starts to take shape, I start to become another person too.

I dun like it.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Whao. never knew u were so unhappy there. Tot u were having the time of your life. Working that is.. ahha.

Heh! come on! dont feel so down. give things some time. The only thing certain in this world is change. so things wont be THAT bad all the time. I am sure they will slowly get to recognise you for who u are.

And about change, sometimes, we need to change out behaviour to suit the environment, but it doesnt mean we are no longer ourselves.

Whatever it is, u still have friends, maybe not by ur side all the time, but they are there.

L.B.