SEE NO EVIL/HEAR NO EVIL/SPEAK NO EVIL
It's time to retreat from the dance floors.
I'm painfully aware of the weird looks and disapproving stares from my colleagues. This time it happened in Soda club and I might have crossed the line of modesty.
My colleague was drunk and he targeted me as his dance partner for the whole night. I had a couple of heavy bottoms-up and admittedly, was tipsy. I shouldn't have dirty-danced with those fellas, including that young friend of Mabel's.
Yes, it's disrespectful to Clifford.
(sorry baby, sorry sorry sorry)
He only voiced out when we were on the way to Carrefour.
24 hours after the saga.
Honestly, I thought he was okay with it.
To me, it was only a dance. I had no ulterior motives towards those guys. If you dance well, I will definitely spice things up by countering your sways and jiggers, shake the booties and rock the floor.
Of course I didn't expect the dance partners to over-react by a yard.
i like to see it as being liberal, but this is subjective
So yeah, still, it was my fault for the scenes I had created in front of him.
Maybe I worked too hard and played too little. Whenever a chance comes along for me to mix the music with my soul, I tend to put too much efforts in it.. to the expense of Cliff's feelings.
Maybe I want an identity. I have been feeling shadowed for so long and the inner self starts to surface to prove myself as an individual.
i know it shouldn't be done in this way
Maybe it's just me. I love to dance but most of the time Cliff was mingling with his friends, instead of hitting the dance floors.
I understand my proximity with dance partners was way too close to be comfortable, and it became an eyesore to my colleagues. Team lead was staring, the gals were frowning and guys were bitching about me. And I also know all these will carry forward to the office where stories, likely to be twisted, will spread.. how vampy I was, how slutty I danced and how cheeky I was. It may affect my working relationship with some of them but worrying will do nothing to salvage the current situation.
Let them be. Let me be.
Next time I will keep my maggotmouth tightly shut and refrain from dancing with any of you.
Eclipse of a socialite.
haha.. wtf.
5 comments:
Were you being slutty? And I missed it?? Damn, I always miss the fun stuff.
Hey babe...like i said in my sms..dun worry so much bout it ok..worse come to worse u still have me yur lil cuzzie to shake yur booty with...hehe..we don't need all those octopus do we? We can still have fun without them...;)
i hope i wasn't being slutty, though the others may think so. But RM, i dun think u wud want to hang out with 'them' cos for me, once is ENUFF.
and my dear cuzzie, thanks for the note.. i will definitely dance with u again, and i also mentioned to u: i gonna abstain from alcohol for the time being :-)
Hehe... I'm just being a tease. Actually, as a general rule, I tend to agree with your post. There is nothing wrong with dancing... its a dance and nothing else. People could do with more liberal attitudes around here.
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